intro   i absolutely love rean schwarzer, rufus albarea, kevin graham and leon balthazar. they're all my yumeships and i prefer not to share. i'm also hyperfixated on digimon (video games and anime), pokémon (video games primarily), and kiseki/trails..

  disclaimer   i've been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, borderline personality disorder. my mental state can jump around a lot. this will be for mostly my ocs details.

  loves   married to rufus albarea since august 27, 2020, rean schwarzer since september 26, 2024, kevin graham since may 3, 2017 and leon balthazar since september 30, 2021.🩷

  dislikes   most bugs, insects, bitter food, some sour food, arrogance, extreme pride, bigotry, phobics, pedophiles, abuse.

  rule 001.    bigots, stalkers, minors, pedophiles, creeps, etc. dni. you know who you are.  rule 002.    do not insult my friends, loved ones, or my interests/hobbies.  rule 003.    don't steal my ocs, they're mine and i created them in my mind. most were created for a yumeship in mind.

  rule 004.    if you're following me expecting a follow-back, don't bother. i may not be a big account, but i don't follow just anyone.  rule 005.    do not trash talk me behind my back.  rule 006.    respect my boundaries and my interests and i will respect yours.

nina lei

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 22 . she/her

an original character. also yumejoshi with rean schwarzer. age is as per kai no kiseki time. extroverted deep down and playful. shy, soft-spoken and keeps to herself most of the time.

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kaitlyn heimann

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 23 . she/her

an original character. also yumejoshi with rufus albarea. age is as per kai no kiseki time. she’s usually soft-spoken, especially with people she’s not familiar with, but will be more open over time.

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lily davidson

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 22 . she/her

an original character. also yumejoshi with leon balthazar. she can be very shy and non-confrontational, but will stand her ground when necessary. she's a devout believer of aidios.

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emilia hawthorne

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 19 . she/her

an original character. Chipper and optimistic all the time, it’s almost like nothing can bring her down. With her around, everyone is smiling and/or laughing. And that’s just the way she likes it, too. She has no problem talking to anyone, whether they’re friends, strangers, or family. she loves making everyone laugh.

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xue lai

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 23 . she/her

an original character who debuts in the cold steel retelling. A sweet and kind girl, she doesn’t like to encroach on others’ space. Sometimes it makes others think she is unapproachable when that is the complete opposite. She loves socializing and being around other people that makes her depressed when she’s alone.

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guinevere schmidt

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 24 . she/her

an original character. also yumejoshi with kevin graham. she can be ditzy but ultimately she has a huge heart and empathy for people. she can be quite chipper and optimistic, not to mention a flirt at times. her parents were brutally murdered with an artifact hidden in the cellar and became a dominion afterwards.

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cecilia blaser

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . 23 . she/her

an original character. A klutz who fumbles a lot of things, she’s surprisingly a simple noble from Leman who came to Erebonia to attend Thors Military Academy. She can be very stubborn and persistent when it comes to things she wants, and a tad selfish. Most of the time, she doesn’t act like a noble so the only thing to signify that she is is her pure white uniform.

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n/a

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . n/a . n/a

an original character who debuts in the cold steel retelling.

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n/a

ㅤkiseki / trailsㅤ . n/a . n/a

an original character who debuts in the cold steel retelling.

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♡ jedi

ㅤlove / best friendㅤ

nerdy, best friend, loyal, faithful, always there. always listening and willing to do his utmost to help. always appreciated.

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♡ jinx

ㅤclose friendㅤ

funny, close friend, willing to listen, similar personality and some common interests like toilet-bound hanako-kun and family structure.

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♡ dominik

ㅤclose friendㅤ

close friend, prevented me from committing suicide, willing to listen, loyal, faithful, similar interests, similar personality.

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♡ tohru honda

ㅤkinㅤ

from furuba / fruits basket.

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♡ lapis rosenberg

ㅤkinㅤ

from hajime no kiseki / trails of reverie.

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♡ nina fenly

ㅤkinㅤ

from kuro no kiseki / kuro no kiseki.

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lino flowers

let's dance under the blue skies forevermore

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memories

i will never forget the times we've spent together

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bright future

let's move on and do what we can

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happy times

let's make new memories together!

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  PERSONALITY    weapon harp master quartz aries persona, Extroverted deep down and playful. Shy, soft-spoken and keeps to herself most of the time. She tends to over-worry about everything, including being a burden to people around her or not being able to help other people. But when push comes to shove, she can stand on her own two feet. She is pretty sheltered as she was raised in a far-off village, which can make her gullible and fall for pranks easily.

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  APPEARANCE    Medium length light pink hair that goes down midway of her back. She usually wears a white blouse with a pastel pink skirt and red mary janes. During the colder seasons, she wears a long, red coat over her uniform. She also has a butterfly clip on each side of her hair. Reddish eyes. back in thors military academy, her outfit is matched with a lavender short skirt.

  biography   birthplace calvard dolores childhood bio, she grew up in a small village far from civilization and her parents moved to edith when she was eleven. then when she was fourteen, they moved to heimdallr and she enrolled into thors military academy where she joined class vii. while growing up, she wasn't around children her age so she doesn't know how to behave her age. as a result, she's more mature than most.calvard edith erebonia heimdallr bio, though she is sheltered, she can stand on her own two feet if push comes to shove. she does love to help others, as she can be seen helping around the local church and the neighborhood. her parents are considered "middle class." she sometimes does part-time work to help out her parents' workload even if they weren't exactly poor. she prefers being outdoors than inside most of the time, but doesn't mind the occasional indoors space.calvard edith young adulthood romance bio, while attending thors military academy, nina fell in love with rean schwarzer. through what happens, rean does reciprocate her feelings but his own struggles make it hard for the two to make it official. but that doesn't stop the two from showing affection publicly. the two may struggle, but ultimately, they love each other. however, alisa does get envious from time to time but does not try to sabotage their relationship. calvard edith young adulthood current bio, she follows rean to calvard to investigate the current events.

  PERSONALITY    weapon orbal spear master quartz cypher persona, She’s usually soft-spoken, especially with people she’s not familiar with. When she gets closer to someone, her cheerfulness and optimism is more overt. But that takes a bit more time to reach. She doesn’t like encroaching on other people’s personal space, so she tends to stay by herself. Sometimes she gets so indecisive that she isn’t aware that she just goes along with what other people tell her to do rather than figuring it out on her own.

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  APPEARANCE    dark red hair that goes down to her waist and dark red eyes. pink dress with lace around the neck and a ribbon at the collar, flowing to the bottom with a lighter pink at the center, long sleeves. her thors academy uniform was matched with a pink short skirt. icon: @eeveetachi on twitter/x.

  biography   birthplace erebonia grenville childhood bio, her father is the baron of grenville, which is situated between heimdallr and trista. her father is familiar with rufus albarea since he was a young kid so she was exposed to rufus at a very young age. whenever he came to visit, she would follow rufus wherever he went and mope whenever he returned home. the two became close despite their age difference. it was through rufus that kaitlyn decided to attend thors military academy, and subsequently, class vii.erebonia grenville heimdallr adolescence bio, while attending thors military academy, she doesn't get close to anyone in particular initially. rean does sometimes try to talk to her from time to time, and so does nina. as time goes on, her closer friends come to be jusis, crow and millium. the four can usually be seen together.calvard edith *young adulthood romance amet, when she meets rufus again in crossbell, she joins up with him and his "imperial picnic squad" instead of rean, much to jusis' chagrin. jusis never got to tell kaitlyn, but he started having feelings for her. but fact was that she was, and had always been, in love with rufus. rufus never showed his own feelings, but he always did have a soft spot for kaitlyn when not watching over lapis, nadia and swin. calvard edith current sit amet, kaitlyn stays with rufus after the project babel incident in crossbell and before joining with nadia and swin in calvard. when they reunite in calvard and kevin joins the group, kaitlyn stays by rufus' side, which pleases him, but his behavior is not as overt as hers.

  PERSONALITY    weapon orbal flute holo core sigyn persona, She can be very shy and non-confrontational, but will stand her ground when necessary. Her parents migrated to Edith early on so she was born and raised in the capital. Her parents are devout believers of Aidios. She also has a huge sweet tooth and can be seen snacking on some kind of sweet at any given moment. But she also has moments of depression and anxiety in which her friends will help her through it, like Rion/Leon. She also likes to follow Leon around.

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  APPEARANCE    Long, jet black wavy hair that goes down to her waist and dark brown eyes. Casually, she usually wears a pink blouse and white knee-length skirt with black boots. On official business, she wears the usual squire outfit.

  biography   erebonia aliqua childhood calvard amet, as a child, lily's parents were always devout believers of Aidios. as a result, she grew up wanting to be a part of the septian church when she grew up. when she turned thirteen, she became a nun at her local church. at eighteen, she discovered an artifact in the church's basement and that was how she encountered the gralsritter and met leon (and celis). later on, she became a squire, specifically leon's squire. she enjoys following leon around.calvard edith early adulthood romance bio, as she bonds more and more with leon, she falls in love with him. but their role and position make it difficult for the two to be official, and lily never does learn how leon feels about her. that doesn't stop her endeavors and sometimes she tries to get celis to help her figure out his feelings.

  PERSONALITY    weapon stigma, orbal gun holo core sigyn persona, she was born in ruan in the liberl kingdom but her parents moved to erebonia when she was sixteen. she’s childhood friends with kevin since she was six and was depressed for months when she had to move away from him.

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  APPEARANCE    Lavender hair that goes past her waist and dark purple eyes. Casually, she wears a pink sweater with lace around the collar and sleeves matching a white skirt that goes down to her feet. She usually wears black tall boots. On official business, she wears a pink Dominion outfit.

  biography   liberl kingdom ruan erebonia trista amet, after she turned sixteen, her parents moved from ruan in liberl kingdom to trista, erebonia much to cecilia's chagrin.liberl kingdom ruan adulthood backstory amet, after she turned twenty, her stigma manifested when her parents were brutally murdered in the middle of the night in front of her eyes and an artifact had been hiding in her cellar. after the Stigma manifested, cecilia used its power to obliterate the culprit and then fainted where kevin showed up and took her to the holy city of arteria. upon awakening, she’s happy to see kevin again but also confused with what happened. she becomes the ninth dominion and her title is pink butterfly.calvard edith early adulthood romance bio, she falls in love with kevin graham despite the two being current dominions in the septian church. she gets depressed when she's away from kevin but tries to act like it doesn't bother her. she hasn't been assigned a squire yet, but she doesn't mind. she goes along with kevin to calvard to investigate and meets rufus and the "imperial picnic squad" and will follow him regardless.

  PERSONALITY    weapon orbal sniper rifle holo core otis persona, A sweet and kind girl, she doesn’t like to encroach on others’ space. Sometimes it makes others think she is unapproachable when that is the complete opposite. She loves socializing and being around other people that makes her depressed when she’s alone.

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  APPEARANCE    Lavender hair that goes past her waist and dark purple eyes. Casually, she wears a pink sweater with lace around the collar and sleeves matching a white skirt that goes down to her feet. She usually wears black tall boots. On official business, she wears a pink Dominion outfit.

  biography   calvard edith childhood backstory amet, she was born and raised in Edith, Calvard and came to Erebonia when she was 15. They moved to the small town Parm as mere commoners but she insisted on attending Thors Military Academy. She transfers to Class IV in the time that Crow, Millium, and Cecilia attend Class VII.erebonia thors military academy early adulthood romance bio, while she was transferred to class iv, which was a class for the commoners, her help with towa and rean got her encountering class vii and jusis. over time, she falls in love with jusis and the other reciprocates as well despite their social standing.

  PERSONALITY    weapon orbal staff holo core pocel persona, Chipper and optimistic all the time, it’s almost like nothing can bring her down. With her around, everyone is smiling and/or laughing. And that’s just the way she likes it, too. She has no problem talking to anyone, whether they’re friends, strangers, or family.

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  APPEARANCE    She wears the typical Thors Military Academy branch campus uniform on school days and on free days, she wears a lacey green dress that flows freely to her feet.

  biography   liberl grancel childhood backstory amet, Her parents adopted her when she was an infant while they were vacationing in the capital Grancel in the Liberl Kingdom. Her birth parents had been adolescents when she was born so they gave her up for adoption. They brought her to their home in Crossbell City and when she turned 16, she asked them to let her attend Thors Military Academy and she was accepted to the branch campus Class VII.erebonia thors military academy early adulthood romance bio, Afterwards, she moves to Calvard and meets Aaron in Longlai and joins him in the Arkride Solutions Office. the two got along perfectly and eventually fell in love with each other, though neither wanted to admit it at first. it was until van pushed the two to confess or he'd have chronic headaches dealing with the two.

  PERSONALITY    weapon lucerne holo core gaap master quartz arc diva, A klutz who fumbles a lot of things, she’s surprisingly a simple noble from Leman who came to Erebonia to attend Thors Military Academy. She can be very stubborn and persistent when it comes to things she wants, and a tad selfish. Most of the time, she doesn’t act like a noble so the only thing to signify that she is is her pure white uniform.

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  APPEARANCE    A pure white uniform as per noble class uniform. On casual days, she wears a white dress with short sleeves and lace at the bottom of the dress. Light brown tall boots. She has long blonde hair that goes to her waist and blue eyes.

  biography   leman state lake leman childhood backstory amet, Her parents remained in Leman when she insisted on going to Thors. As her parents are simple nobles, they didn’t raise her with a noble in mind but as a commoner so she acts as her heart desires.erebonia thors military academy early adulthood romance bio, A klutz who fumbles a lot of things, she’s surprisingly a simple noble from Leman who came to Erebonia to attend Thors Military Academy. She can be very stubborn and persistent when it comes to things she wants, and a tad selfish. Most of the time, she doesn’t act like a noble so the only thing to signify that she is is her pure white uniform. She meets Crow later in the story after he joins Class VII after helping Towa with Student Council matters and the two bonds immediately. Eventually she falls in love with Crow and it is reciprocated, but his mission prevents him from confessing or letting her know at all.she follows crow and rean to calvard later on, clinging to crow most of the time.